Baby Beckerman is on its way, currently the size of a sweet pea :)
For my memory's sake, a few background details: I went off birth control in May so I would have a few months to adjust and be able to track my regular schedule. We decided we would try NOT to get pregnant until at least August, in order to time it right so that I can finish school and graduate in December (yay!). By August we decided we were ready to 'see what happens'. I hadn't planned to get crazy and make sure we were doing things by the book, but I did buy a $10 pack of ovulation sticks, probably more because it sounded like fun to pee in a cup and play with test sticks ;) So August 31st I got a positive ovulation test (note: this was two bold lines. The test specifically says one bold line and one faded line = negative). A couple weeks later...My cycle had not really been regular so I wasn't sure when exactly to expect my period. Thanks to Carolyn, I learned that things like stress wouldn't actually make your period late, but rather delays when you ovulate and then your period will always come 12-16 days after date of ovulation. So I knew that it should come at any point between September 12th and 16th at the latest. I decided I would take a test on Tuesday, the 13th, our third anniversary :) And this is what I got:
So you'll notice that this packaging does not show what it means if one line is faded. That's because it doesn't matter! If there are two lines, it's positive :) I didn't know this until later... I texted this picture to my mom to see if it was positive and she wasn't sure either. I obviously showed Peter the stick and I don't think he even gave it a second thought. I'm not even sure what I was thinking...I guess I didn't think I was, though thought there was a chance, and decided to test again that Friday. Well, after talking to Carolyn about it all day at work (she is also trying :) I couldn't wait and ended up buying a real test for first thing Thursday morning:
No doubts this time :) It was 5am (our early morning schedule this semester) so I ran to our bedroom to wake Peter up. His first words: "No way." ...yes. way... His next words: "I'm so scared." My words: "You were on board with this, yes?" Haha awesome. For the record, he did warm up to it on the drive to my office and is officially excited ;)
That's him at 6am, not fully awake and in complete shock. But I am looking happy :) This one's better:
So far I have been feeling SUPER tired, more than usual, which I didn't think was possible after the last two years of grad school. Oh. But. It. Is. I am 6 weeks today and officially feeling nauseous (like right now as I'm typing). Maybe it has to do with the sandwhich I just ate? Or maybe this is the start of morning sickness, at 6 weeks on the dot. Here's to hoping it's the turkey and swiss. Regardless, it is all for my little sweet pea ;)
BTW, how many more times could I use :) and ;) ??
